Friendships

I'm a good friend. I don't have a huge circle of friends but the ones I do have, I treat well. I hold them close to my heart, they know they can rely, count on, and trust me; I treat them the way I would want to be treated.

I recently lost a person who I thought was a good friend. By lost, I mean we had a big blowout and now don't want anything to do with each other. We were on the cheer squad and swim team together in high school and shared a few classes every now and then. We were never "best friends" but we had some fun memories together and within the last couple of years got back in touch after she moved out of state.

Long story short, I feel like I was totally wronged. I did so much for this person only to have it all thrown back in my face. Obviously I don't want to be friends with someone who said and did the things she did, but I can't imagine it's ever easy to totally shut someone out of your life when you thought that everything was just "peachy keen", for lack of a better term.

This all came up when I was taking down and changing out some pictures I had of us old (and ex) friends. What happened and what was said was pretty shitty and in a sense, I'm glad it happened. Just a little sad is all.

*sigh*